I guess I will start again another day haven't done so well! In fact just totally forgot I was doing Cambridge this morning and since I started on the wrong track I've just let it continue that way cos its kinda easier (I dont need willpower in otherwords... ). Will hop to it on Saturday morning - dads coming for dinner tomorrow so I may as well cook for myself too and sit with him, otherwise I'll stay in the kitchen gulp down my shake and stay and clean until everyone else has eaten. Why does food and having a life (of sorts!!) go hand in hand??
My little Toad (affectionate name for my 1 yr old son ) has a cold today and he's so clingy.. I'm the only one he wants and he just won't settle for a sleep. Its absolutely tearing my brain apart 
But he's only little. I know he doesnt mean it! His dad on the other hand... he's also got the cold but god is he dying!!! 
I dunno... three years ago I had a boyfriend and no kids - now I have three kids!! 
I think its time I moved out